Cukup lah, jangan seksa aku macam nih. "pretend that you love me & give a hope"? Tiap malam tiap hari cakap itu ini dengan aku, bukan main manis jaa ayat hang kan? kenapaa mesti? perlu kaa? macam aku pesan dekat hang semalam, kalau dah rasa tak perlu aku tauk buang lah. simpan apanyaa lama lama. macam barang gak kan? dah hang takguna barang tu, nak simpan buatpa lagi? menyemakkkk lagi ada lah. tiap hari ayat "i love you" & "i miss you" hang mesti ada, ikhlas sangat ka? please la, kalau ikhlas you don't treat me like a shit la. take a notes for that.tak payah nak buat-buat caring dengan aku, kalau rasa diri tu tak mampu nak buat. tak payah nak bagi harapan palsu!!! tu buat aku lagi benci hang. bila aku kata macamni hang kata aku bebai. heyyyy, sikitpun aku tak bebai ok. aku hanya nak protes!!! macam sampah pulak aku nih bagi hang, bila boring baru text/call. bila tak boring mana pulak hang pi? aku diam sebab aku nak tengok sejauh mana hang nak sakitkan aku, aku nak bezakan dulu & sekarang sama or makin teruk. aku rasa dulu aku lagi bahagia la kawan dengan hang, KAWAN! tapi kalau dah macam nih, dah macam kimakkkk pulak!!! pijak lah aku selagi hang boleh pijak ok? aku akan diam and tersenyum ja, see the things coming soon. dulu wakty berkawan, happy ja kita kan? mana penah gaduh-2 macam ni. lepas-2 ni jaa, macam-2 jadi. macam-2 yg aku kena sabaq. macam-2 yg aku kena buat taktau. sampai bila? aku bahagia kawan dengan hang. tapi sampai bila hang nak layan aku macam B***? gamak kan?dah la aku takmau la nak cakap apapun, biarlah. kalau hang dah rasa aku ni tak diperlukan, cakap terus terang dari mulut hang & halau aku keluaq dari hidup hang ok? tak payah nak terus menerus bagi harapan palsu hang tu!!!!!!! takpa wehh, aku sabaq ok? & aku akan try lebih sabaq lagi pasni. sekarang, yg penting bgi aku, aku nak cuba faham hang & nak buat hang senyum. bangga la ada orang harapkan diri hang? ada orang tunduk dekat hang? alhamdulillah, buat la selagi hang mampu & selagi aku tak mati lagi. for your informatin, i love you and will love you ever, even you hurt me everyday.i just can give a sweet smile. but indeep, my heart was so angry & a love for you is too lost
You may not be her first, her last, or her only. she loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? she’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give her the most you can. she may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of him that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.
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